I was strong, independent and smart until I stumble upon love
I had the strength to believe in myself
I had the power to walk away from nonsense
The ability to make decisions that was right for me
Then I got hit in the face with Love
I became weak
I became dependent
I became like everyone else
My heart became my mind
It became in charge of my life
It took control over my mind
I couldn't function on my own anymore
It felt real; it felt like the real deal
Love was great until one day it changed
It started to mess with my mind
I made stupid decisions
Things made me cry
Things made me want to stop
But in the end I ran back to love to help me
But did it help me? Don't even know
Love did me wrong, love stepped on my heart, love changed my mind
But I was right there back with love, standing there waiting for it to come along with me
But it didn�t, didooked at me and kept moving forward
My worse fear is that I will never experience love the way I want to
It hurts me knowing that I can be so weak for something that doesn�t even doesme
But what can I do? Should I stay and wait for love or should I gave up and wait for love to find me?
