If only these walls could talk

I hide in this room
Night after night
Day after day
My walls scream my name
Telling of all they've seen
Why I keep my door locked
And never let anyone in
They know why my face is never dry
Why my make up is always smeared
Why I'm covered in bruises
And how I have gashes all over me
And why my bed is covered in blood
And why I try to stay hiden
So no one can inflict another scar
On my already destroyed body
These walls know that my body looks bad
But my heart is worse
They know whose name I say out loud at night
And why my heart is shattered beyond repair
Why my body looks so weak and pale
They know who has hurt me
They know who has tried to help
They know who faked liking me
And who was really there
And the thing they know that's the most important
Is why I keep my door locked
Why my window blinds our always closed
Why I trust not a soul
Why I always have this feeling deep inside me
That's destorying me bit by bit
If only these walls could talk
So everyone would know why I don't let them in.