As i Try again to forget you
I'm Tired of Trying
I'm Tired of Wondering
Tired of Everything
I cant take it anymore
as i breath in
my Lat Breath
With hope and Punishment
from you..
it feels Alone
And Loose the Rope it to my Grave
Yeah I'm Here but
where are you?
Are you here, or there
happy or sad
Disappointed or Proud
of what I've becamed
I'm so ashamed
i don't know what or who to be
for you to like me
Today i feel happy
Tomorrow i feel so Sad
I even think of Suiciding
for you, my beautiful Wish...