Sitting here with many things going through my head
and have no clue at all what to do,
My mind is as clear as it could be
but I feel as if my heart is falling.
Nothing I can do to stop it,
no one so I know has put me here
but what is going on?
Do I just pretend like nothing is wrong
that I am not feeling anything
and that I am just my normal self?
Or do I try and do something about it
and not let it get worse?
What I do is nothing like always
because I am weak and have no
say in what I do.
I just am supposed to be in pain and
let everything fall and do nothing
because doing something will do
nothing for me
just make everything worse.
