Here I am...

Here I am again talking to myself,
don't know what to do,
don't know when to cry,
I feel so alone.

It seems as if know one even
cares if I am ok,
I can't help myself but
cry all alone.

With no one to talk to,
with no one to hold me,
with no one to cry with,
with no one at all.

It is just as if I am just in
this world all alone and
afraid of what comes next.

They say crying only will make
you stronger but why
would pain keep your head high?

Why would they want to hurt you
so bad that you can not stand
anymore?

Why would they want to see
you fall to the ground and beat
yourself up when you did
nothing wrong?

Why is this world so messed up
I just don't get it.