Running back and forth, to and fro
Waiting for the gun to make the final blow
Memories inside cannot be let go
This isn't working, he must know
I'm filled with remorse and woe
There is more pain than I can show
I said I'd do anything, and I don't lie
It's gonna be hard, but I have to try
I'm going to take this risk, do or die
Cause I'm tired of holding in the tears I cry
This feeling I have I will not deny
Only my instincts I have to rely
I push myself, and all I try to take
He realizes that I'm about to break
But I will do anything for life's sake
Depression inside begins to awake
I'd love him even with my life at stake
Though more everyday I have to be fake
I will not let this love fade away
My heart is going to do what it can to make him stay
I have a mind, but my mouth doesn't know what to say
I want to hold him close and let us sway
I've loved him since 5 years ago, on the first day
And I always will come what may
I know that my love for him is unbelievably true
He's always been there for whatever we went through
He is my life, anything for him I will do
I'll keep standing when my life is in two
It felt like that day, he came out of the blue
This compassion I feel, no one even has a clue
