Pain

There was this boy once that I knew
And I believed he could do no wrong.
His laugh made me smile... no matter what
And the way he spoke to me gave me butterflies in my stomach
and everything about him made me happy

but he used me
abused me
got exactly what he wanted and left me.
And I still donâ??t know who is more stupid

Because even knowing what I know now about him
I would still fall for him again
If I went back to the day we met.

He said he loved me
Wanted to make my life complete
Make sure I would never be hurt again.
And then the one person who I thought I could trust,
Was the one person I couldnâ??t stand to lose

Then two years later
He came back to me.
And said he was sorry
I was the only one for him
But I knew then that I couldnâ??t let him back in
I could stand to get hurt again
But what about our beautiful baby girl?