Fading away

The days your away,
Rips me apart as your love goes astray.
Dear love dont you leave me please,
Im begging you, im on my knees.

I know I have done wrong in the past,
I do admit, back then I was trash.
But baby you are in my heart keeping it occupied,
Without you I dont where my mind will reside.

You were my drug which runs through my blood,
Id substitute your name for my DNA if I could.
Just so I can keep breathing for one more day,
The further you go the more drastic I fade away.

Your first girl i gave hope and always wanted to be with,
When your not here i become love sick.
Why am I being so severely punished?
And why my heart is dissolving soon to be tarnished.

Drown me now I just want to self destruct,
Pull the pin so the grenade can blow me up.
I cant bear the distance when you leave,
My soul cries and death comes with ease.