Had a few drinks,
talked to some guys,
spend some time with friends,
and the most of all...
seeing those eyes once again.
You might have changed,
or stayed the same...
but overall, you have poured
your heart to me.
I hope you know what your doing,
and as for me...
I don't want to be hurt,
but I take you as a friend.
Even though it bothers me
just to say that your just a friend.
It's for the best.
I still care.
A while ago before I seen you,
I downloaded the song that we used to hear at night.
I don't know why I did it,
but some of the memories came back
just not fully cause I wasn't thinking of you
as much as you would think.
We haven't seen each other
in such a long time that
I didn't want to go to the party,
and see you.
I didn't know what would happen,
and having a couple of drinks
everything came smooth.
I want to hangout to see what has changed.
I don't know what will happen,
but now my thoughts have been thinking
about life.
You say, all you want is for me to be happy
for my own choices that I make.
I wish someday you'd catch me when I fall;
just knowing deep inside yourself.
I have hurt you, I have made you suffer
but I have also slowly grew to love you.
It was hard for you to understand
what I wanted.
Now the good memories come in to mind,
but it's too late.
I'll write poems after poems
just for me to release my feelings.
Here I stand neutral to my feelings,
unknown thoughts that have been hit
and I don't know what they are.
