Forgiveness

by Jennafluff   Oct 15, 2008


We laughed,
We cried,
We shared secrets,
We told stories,
What happened?

You say i ruined it?
You say it was him?
You said things,
I said things.

You really ruined it all,
Believing lies,
Not from me from others,
Not trusting in me after all i have done,

When he left you,
What did you think?
That you two would be better
as friends?
Now you're not even friends,

Did you think I could stay,
With the pressure
And depression,
You put it ALL on me,
How could I cope?
I was still there after all,

You thought i left you for him?
I was merely having a break from you,
I couldn't stand the pain and anger,
I cared for you and took care of you,
I wiped your tears,
I wiped your blood from your split legs,

You tell me thats nothing?
Then you name the things you have done for me.

I loved you
I wanted to help you,
I thought i did help you,
I didn't know your brother,
I was devastated when you told me he had passed?
I cried with you,

I'm sorry for all the pain
I wish we could forget this.

There is no point of going on if there isn't trust
There is no point if you say things behind my back!

Forgiveness is the best remedy
But things are not what they seem.

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  • 16 years ago

    by Shellaine shelli

    Hey Jenifer, i just wanted to say sorry for everything that happened between us. i know this poem was about me and it really made me see how i hurt you. you know my friends who sell the art at the night market well you can ask them about how i always talk about you and wish that things were different between us.

    I am not denying that you did so much for me it was crazy how supportive you were despite everything you had going on in your own life but what really hurt me was when you went to that street party instead of Brett's memorial, it was just really hard not having support there but you know if i never had you i would have honestly killed myself. you really did do a lot for me and i will never deny that.

    you were the most supportive friend that i have ever had and yes i did wish things could have been different between Rory and I but i wouldn't want my depression over a stupid boy to destroy me and the best friendship i have ever had.

    so this is why i am just saying sorry for all the pain i caused you, i know the things i said were really hurtful but i was so angry, hurt and upset i was saying so much with out thinking and so i just want to say that i really am sorry.

    i don't expect you to like me after everything that happened but just know that i am really sorry for it all and thank you for everything you ever did for me, you truly are amazing!!!!
    love
    shell

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