Tears to Shed for an Everlasting Love

Feels like she lost you
though she knows your still here
You've changed and she can sense it
but you refuse to admit and call her insane
Your flying somewhere far
though your right here in her arms
Her heart cannot be wrong
for she cannot feel yours no more
She asks you one more time
for suspicion is taking over her life
Yet again you put on the fake smile
and pretend that everything is alright
And so she hides her fears in the darkness
hoping that they would disappear
But no chance, no way
she can see the sorrow and coldness that replaced the warmth of your hazel eyes
She is torn apart and tormented by what she feel but does not know
She begs you for a cure or some healing answer
but all you said was :
" I Love you but I never want to see you again "
She froze as her world started vanishing ..
time stopped existing ...
and all she could hear and feel is the echo of your words
they hit her body like a lightning and shook her to the ground as she drove her mind away ...
And that was it when she woke up he was gone
along with the present and future
along with love and hope
She felt like her life was robbed away from her
within a blink of an eyelash
and from that moment everything went by slow
she was drowned into an endless ocean of tears, pain, and abandoned love ..
She prayed for some explanation to ease the hurt
but got nothing that could mend those deep wounds
She thought of giving up, losing hope
but she was too much of a strong believer
And so she decided to search for the answer to her heart dilemma
She traced the footsteps of her love
but they led to no safe harbor
She found herself in a white box
with no light and no sound but the violent beat of her heart,
throbbing against her chest as she saw him lie there
She couldn't speak or move
She couldn't make sense out of what she saw
but then he spoke slowly and scarcely
almost suffocating on those whispered words
" Sorry I wouldn't let you suffer with me"
And that was it her bubble of agony burst
and she broke into loud blaring sobs
she lost all her grace and pose
she wished she could've died a thousand deaths before hearing his words and seeing him so weak and vulnerable
the scene cut her into a million sharp broken pieces of herself
But through her breakdown she still managed to crawl by his side helplessly and kiss him goodnight
"Sleep tight have no worries you'll reach the light for my love will always guide you and my soul will always be lying next to yours"
After that they were inseperable, she lay next to him day and night holding him from the ground and he looking after her from up above ..
Some called her crazy, some called her mad
but it takes a heart who has known true love to know that she just can't let go..