Only One Will Know Why!!!

4-28-08

Ive taken life's
way too many turns
but the times i went through
has left so many burns.

Ive tried to hold on
ive tried to stay strong
but the years that pass
seem to take so long.

Ive tried to let go
of some of my past
but the memories come back
forever they will last.

My life will not end
i cannot die
but if i pass away
only one will know why.

That one i never trusted
that girl was a lie
she would lock herself in her closet
and wait for night to cry.

She was like me
in so many ways
she would count down
till the end of her days.

This girl had no future
all just a dream
each morning she would wake
with her head full of screams.

Late at night
she would sit in her bed
going through the thoughts
that fulfilled her head.

This girl had a life
of hurt and dismay
this girl is me
everyday!!!