Ive cried so much
more than i can say
i used to look up
and not the other way.
yet time has changed
along with my life
ive gone through some patches
of good times and strife.
my life started
with a mother and a dad
my life right now
is depressing and sad.
i thought my life could be
full of family and dreams
but with my dad gone
my head is full of screams.
now i wish upon
all the stars above
wishing someone would send down
their unconditional love.
i look at my few friends
and the family that they have
wishing i could be them
and the life that they have.
but my life's the same
it will always be
nothing can change
what i have to be...
