The Pain Inside Is Increasing

Just when things couldn't get worse
I went from laughing to crying
Happy and smiling for once
Now I wish i was dying

I knew I should have kept quiet
I don't know where or who I am
Everything is just so messed up
And I keep taking it out on my arm

It's not helping as much as it used to
The pain from the cuts aren't sore
The pain inside is increasing
So I guess I need to cut more!

Saffie
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