Why Would I Lie?

What a waste of time!
I knew I should have just gone
Ended my life like they all want me to
So I didn't have to prove them wrong

I tried to kill myself again
But i couldn't let my friends down
Self harming just didn't hide the pain
So I thought suicide was the answer

They all think I'm making it up
But why would I lie?
Somethings are more important than them
The things that are making me cry!

Saffie
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