I have always loved you
,you were the rain i wish i could play in,
you were the china that i wanted to touch and drink from,
you were like the scent of fresh
dandilions on the first day of spring
or the warm sun on a cold windy day,
i have always loved you,
yet
you have never loved me
,i was like water left outside for days,i was the plain plastic paper plates you ate off and threw away.
i was the like the cold bitter snow in the middle
of januray.
or the cold white moon in the dead of night,
you have never loved me.