I Cant Cope And I Cant Run

The pain inside is still hurting
It's getting worse each day
The cuts outside are slowly healing
But the scars will always stay

I cant cope with who I am anymore
I hate myself and what I've become
I cant cope with all these problems
And I get in trouble if I run

So what do they want me to do?
Turn into a bully and smoke and drink?
Well I cant cos thats not who I am
But then it doesn't matter what i think

Saffie
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