A life with no meaning

A life with no meaning
just slowly passing by
breath after breath
waiting for death

inside me is this feeling
that wants to start living
but whats life without love
where is that drug

outside me is this smile
no one knows that its a lie
inside I'm crying
i feel like I'm dying

I'm all grown up
so I'm out of luck
deep inside i wanna be a child
i want to be help tight