I dive into the water
I am able to swim
But I chose not to…
I just keep on going down
My eyes are closed…
I’m thinking…
Will he come to rescue me?
Will he come to help me?
Or will I be alone….
Will I have to get through this all alone…
By myself…
I just keep on sinking
Further and further I go
Finally, I open my eyes
Only water surrounds me
I get to the point where I can’t breath
So I close my eyes…
And let the waves take me…
Still sinking…down I go…
All alone…with no one here with me…no one to help…
I decide that I need to live on…
Just so I can see his face one more time
And maybe even tell him how I feel…
I open my eyes…I swim up…
And when I get out of the water…
I see him…standing there….staring at the sunset…
I can’t tell him now…its still not time yet
My heart has to wait just a little longer…
I will tell him soon
I promise myself…
That soon he will know even if he doesn’t feel the same way…
