Outside Looking In

by shadow   Oct 20, 2008


How can I be happy to be a human being?
When all my senses have been dulled away
I use to search for some reason to believe
But the truth is there's nothing here for me

I feel sick everytime I look into the mirror
Seeing the pieces of me I try to cut
But the blade cannot break this outer shell
And I'm left to sit here in silence and rot

It's like I am outside of my body looking in
And all I see is an emptiness so vast and cold
Words cannot even describe the shame I feel
For never really living before I got much too old

I run out into the wild air and let it rain on me
My hands are rough and shaky in the cold
I let my feelings go numb so I can look away
I am done just trying to do what I am told

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  • 16 years ago

    by Sora

    A very interesting write. i found it very creative. quite detailed and the emotions were there in every line. the last stanza was great, it really made the poem worth reading. very good job on this, loved it. 5/5.

    -Ashlei.

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