So yesterday you called me and didn't have much to say,
like the conversations we used to have before you went away.
but something wasn't right, something about you changed,
you seemed to be smiling and laughing but didn't seem okay.
your eyes were sunken in, like you hadn't slept in a while.
your skin was pale and cheeks drooped even when you smiled.
& i know you weren't trying to, but i guess you make me weak,
& with every word you said i felt my teardrops down my cheeks.
I let you get the best of me, i can't believe again!
tell me to leave you alone forever and then you want to be friends?
how do you expect me to ever feel the same?
or even be ready to talk to you after all the pain.
Pain you said you would never cause & tears i would never cry
after things you swore not to say, i don't even think you tried.
so even through the tears- i found the strength the strength to say.
that even after all your "sorry"'s the pain won't go away.
As much as you say you love me and i want it to be true
i am not the same person i was before and neither are you.
You need to give me time, to let me let you go
till then you're dead to me, R.I.P. your soul<3
