Some days I feel empty inside
all my self dignity has died
I don't care about things the way I use to
I'm stuck living in a hate phase because of you
I'm not happy with my appearance I'm not happy bout other things
I'm sick of looking at myself in the mirror, not even my true selfreflection it brings
I use to be happy about the way I was
now I look at my life in plain disgust
I'm sick of everything, nothing ever goes right
I'm tired of being miserable every day every night
I look at you and think to myself how can this be real
you turned me into someone that doesn't even feel
I'm numb all the way to the depths of my soul
no heartache no happiness I can even show
you turned me into something I never thought I'd be
and now I'm wishing and praying to have back the real me
I'm not a hateful person, I'm not one who doesn't care
Ive always shown my feelings, thats something Ive always shared
I never thought of hurting myself or even you
now these frightening thoughts follow me too
how can you just sit there? How can you just stare?
I know you see the difference but you don't even care
Where do I go what do I do
I'm tired of walking the life of a prisoner in my own shoes
