Save me form this never ending nightmare...

I see you
I smile
I'm happy to see you but then...

Then it all goes wrong
I scream as you kill yourself
I fall to my knees and cry

When I think its all over
It happens again
I start to run to you

But each step I take
It seems that your farther away

I stretch my hand out
As you kill yourself again
And once again it starts all over

I scream your name but you don't hear me
you stay on your knees head bowed looking at something

As I watch you
I get a little closer
To see what you are looking at

And I see myself and now I understand
You kill yourself again
And like before it happens again
you mutter something under your breath
and then you kill yourself

Can anyone help me
can anyone save me
save me form this never ending nightmare

once again you come alive
only to say something under your breath
and then your dead

as it repeats i listen hard to what you say
"A life without you is no life at all. I shall join you my love"
And then you kill yourself

I scream
I cry
Someone please help me
save me from this never ending nightmare!