Numb ( numb numb )

Slash my heart like tires
Beat me like I'm nothing
Pound my lungs with fists
Kill me with a shot gun
I feel nothing at all

I'm numb numb numb
Bruises cover my skin
My heart ripped open
No tape on the hole
Just barren air around

Oxygen hurts to enter
Movement screams
Life protests my nature
Not worth living you see
I'm numb numb numb

Catch me, concrete
Save my fall from ending
Blood will pour out
And organs will erupt
No more me left to see

I'm so numb numb numb
Shots and ventilators
Nurses and surgeons
Worrying over my condition
I rip at the cords

Just let me die alone
No tears or flowers
Send me to the morgue
He won't miss me
The only important one

Morphine in my veins
Food in my stomach
All the hurt coming back
I just want to be done
Left numb numb numb

Go doctors, better patients
Save someone who cares
Flush my blood
Squeeze my lungs
Nothing left to live

If I stay breathing
I'll try to die again
Just sew my heart
Not my leg or arm
Stop the Opium IV

I'm numb numb numb
The pain will overdose
Better than any pill
Discharge me then
And I'll go die at home