These past months have been confusing
Like when entering a new school
Nothing seems right, I feel left out...alone
Words all spoken, but it seems none are felt
Saying you love me sometimes isn't enough
Actions need to demonstrate, that you feel what you say
Everyone notices my sudden change
But I dare not say why, I feel ashamed
Love is such a hard emotion to achieve, something hard to obtain,
I don't understand why people never value it until it is gone
I don't understand why it feels like you push me away
I want to know why, I want to understand,
PLEASE give me an explanation because I'm going insane...
Loving you is the best thing that ever happened to me,
Feeling that finally everything was right in the world
But people change and feelings too
So now I feel like I'm losing you
And I just don't know what I am doing wrong
I....just...
I want to be with you, but not forced
I want to feel like you want to be with me too...
But I guess I'm not worth it,
So its back to written poems and words unspoken...
