Why do i write *

I wonder do i write
for the joy
of seeing that
the rating is a perfect 5.0

or the fact
that maybe some one
read one of my poems
and had it CHANGE THEIR LIVES

for me it used to
be that ever one
called me poem girl
and i had to live the title
to live up to

they wouldn't\ know
the harsh reality
that went into every word

NOW i write for me
for many it is meaningless
ropey long and boring

but when i read it
takes me back
to the time and place
of that event

i care what you think.
and I\'m not evil,but hey
not every one of my poems
will be as good as so and so\'s
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