Well
To me
Life is no longer the same
I feel that im changing
I feel that im in working world now
I am no longer a secondary kid where i can have fun
fight back with teacher's or play punk
Somethingi face along the way of life that is really hard for me to go through
Why do i get so jealous so easily?Whhy am i so scared?
is there anyone that is willing to be by my side for security?
is THERE REALLY anyone who can shower with love,care and concern
im so so sad
im so so hurt
i just dont know why i feel that something is going away
what is this feeling in me?
Is it bad or Is it good?
Is it now that i must face the consequences
The reality?
Im so sad
I feel that i'm alone.
No one was there when i really needed help
i know that many people are in the same boat as i were
But why must i suffer this alone
Why isnt there anyone who is willing to lend me a hand and not let me take the burden to myself.
To say im happy, im not
To say im sad,i really do
TO be honest,
im still hurt
deep inside.
how can i get ride off this pain
I want it to go away
far far away from my heart
I do have a strong body
But yet a weak heart
And,
Im always running away from my fear
Im comfuse
Im hurt
how to heal it back ?
where do i get this ramedy
I have never been rude to u
I sacrifice so much for you
but in return
This is how you treat me?
Ur friends are more important than me
U think about urself more than i do
Im lost
I want to get out
But which path do i take now?
