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by Alliey May Oct 22, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
This girl has depression, her broken hearts obsession, this girl smiles to hide it all, This girl never in her life stood up so tall, This girl theres something wrong, cause every hour her tears write a new song, Song of sorrow and filled with hopes and dreams, of tomorrow, This girl is forever falling with her soul lost and calling, Calling out for help till one day it came, from that day on things will never be the same, for this girl had met a new friend, with him she never had to run in shame, This guy was new and mysterious, thanks to him he made this girl feel like life was hilarious, This guy made her feel like living is good she had a better out look something she never thought she could, This guy is something others called insane, but being with him, this girl said he's as soft as rain, You'd never guess how much they actually have in common, like watching movies, laughing, while eating Raman, They both had scars, but liked dancing, talking, sleep overs too, this girl felt happy a feeling she never new, The boy told the girl his secrets and looked to this girl as his savor little did he know of the knew scars he just gave her, Now she strives to make everything right holding what he says close hoping they will never fight, the worse part is, was this guy use to be her light, now its gone no where in sight, This girl noticed a little change, Shies smart and noticed the guy was acting strange, little had she know this will soon be oh so heck, cause the next few weeks would hit her like a tragic, train wreck, The boy got mad and broke something cause he, couldn't control his anger still this girl, stayed cause she believes he can't be a danger, but who knows when she's friends with a stranger, The boy went to his dads and this girl followed feeling a little sad, only because she has anxiety of meeting new people, and being a town with a different verity, but she stayed strong till once again something went wrong, This girl didn't know what mistake she made so the guy over the weekend snapped at her, This girl because of that tried little not to stir, but still things got worse when the guy went through some kind of episode and next to the girl told her all her flaws it felt as though he was riping through her with his claws, The boy told her to be pissed, but she wasn't cause the girl never gets mads instead she got depressed, and she cut her wrist hoping the boy wouldn't notice this, Later the girl confessed to it too, though the boy didn't really care so this girl got sadder and unknowingly, her depression grew, they went back home together driving in the car, this guy finally took things a little to far, he tried to jump out, this girl was so scared she had no breath to even shout, the boys mother locked the door, but even so this girls heart decided it couldn't take any more, this girl found that things will never go back, so wants again happiness is what she lacks, she failed at being his savor cause no matter what, there will always be that choice, the one the boy made, the girl will forever be unable to rejoice, This girl is sorry she failed and from that moment the memory will forever burn in this girls mind and because of him, her last true hope, she feels as though nothing will be fine cause now her heart is lost and unable to find.