I used to think i could hide my pain forever and just smile at you. For many years i covered my sadness with a smile and you believed me. I cried many lonely nights and still made you think i was happy. Lonely days watching people pass by feeling so envious of how happy they seemed but truly i am happy in my own little world, where only these four walls know my deepest secrets. I tried to hide my pain wishing it would rain when i would cry so no one would see the tears. I never really cared for anybody survived the darkest nights but the worse war of all was with my self but still up to this day it still beats me and about to step over me i feel i can no longer fight it but then again i made it this far what would the diffrence be but truly even the strongest walls are bound to fall what makes me a difrence all i can do is not let anyone in and maybe my walls i can build higher and avoid be hurt one more time
