Im trying my best
Working on everything that i dont want to hurt me
I get strong
But somehow i cant seem to hold on
I cry and cry
I need something else
They keep telling me to go to the hospital
Y are they giving up on me?
I can do this they need to trust me
Everything will get better in time
I have alot goign on
My past was so scary, how do i just forget
I cant, no one knows what its like there not me
I cant cry anymore im just to weak
I smile and say im find
Theres nothing else anyone can do
Tonight might end in a suicide
For this girl is fadding away
My hearts slowly beating
People will forget me in a matter of time
Im surprised i held on this long
Im try to still be ok
I keep telling everyone i cant take anymore
Then somehow more things gets put on me
Like a million tons knocking me to my feet
THe hospital wont help now
I just got out 3 weeks ago
No one there cared, No one botherd with me
I was just andother body locked in a cold room
No on cared unless it was to tell me what to do
I forgot how to cry
Im taking things in my own hands
Hopefully not my life
Im gonna really try tonight
I want to be good
I just need some help
Someway
I need a break and people to listen to me :(
