One cut and the river runs red
soon i shall b found dead
all alone no one here
that is how i constantly feel
goodbye mother plea don't cry
I'm finally able to freely fly
my beloved brother oh how i love you
so plea don't blame this on yourself and let your whole life go
to my boyfriend wow i couldn't have asked for any thing more God finally showed me the way out, he gave me the key to the door.
i love you with all my heart and it will never fade
i would have never given it up even if i was paid
and to all my dearest friends thank you for always being true
i wouldn't have made it this far if it wasn't for all of you
before i go i have one more thing to say
i will b watching from heaven on u each and every day
i couldn't take this life any more it was just to hard and mean but you could not tell by the expression on my face b/c it cud not be seen
everything i felt i had bottled it all within
my happiness anger fright sadness and even all my sin
so as my final breath approaches please promise me this one last wish
that you wont blame yourselves for all my foolishness
you will live life to the fullest
and don't listen to what people say
i will love all of you each and every day
promise me you wont do the same and take the easy way out don't let anyone fill you with any type of doubt
please do what i ask make these promises to me
I'm leaving now i can fell the grim reaper here and at last I'm set free
