I shouldnt be thinking of you and her,
i shouldnt be thinking you didnt want me,
i shouldnt be missing you,
your just an old boyfriend,
why does it tear me up inside,
knowing your hugging her not me,
knowing your kissing her not me,
knowing your saying you love her not me,
why cant you just see,
i want you,
i need you,
its killing me not hearing your voice,
hearing you say everything that would always bring a smile to my face,
yet now when i think of you all that comes is tears,
my heart starts to ache and i get that sick feeling in my thoat,
its hard going on without you,
you kept me going,
smiling,
But its ok,
Ill find someone who wants me,
Who cant live without me,
Who will say he loves me every day,
Someone thats not you,
But he shall never compare,
You'll always be right at the top,
First in line,
The one that holds my heart.
