My mom and my friends tryed to warn me.
but his smile made it so hard to turn away.
his touch burning me up.
his voice making me melt.
everytime he said he loved me the more i believed in it.
the sparks in his eyes made me want more,
to be apart of his life.
its who he is i love the most. i listen to my mom tell me '' dont lose your heart yet'' but i let it cross my mind only once ignoring the fact that my mom knew best.
but i layed there thinking that i knew, that with out him i would be lost.
but im just as lost now then i was.
he doesnt know how much i love him and how much i desire to be with him always and forever.
its the chance i cant ignore, because he's all i ever think about, hes the first morning thought, hes the true smile that appears, and to know that things are slipping right under me is killing me on the inside, im letting it show little by little everyday. And i cant stand to hear his name without crying. im just as lost and hurt then i was from the start. this love is falling apart, and im slowly slipping away becasue letting go seems so easy. but im holding own with every strangth that i have.
