Life Or Death?

Questioning life
Questioning death
Which on is
The manageable one

Suicide notes
Scarred arms
Life
Or
Death

Death is the master of life
For eventually i will die
But can i wait
Until that day

Can I trudge
Through this thick mud
That i call life
Or will i fall
And suffocate because
Of it

Gun and pen in one hand
Pictures of my boyfriend and friends
In the other
What to do...

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