It's nobody's fault but MINE
I should have stayed in line
It's a situation that I have learned from
But that doesn't change the fact that it was dumb
I could have died
Because of feelings inside
But today I'm alive
There are few reasons why I survive
I got questions, I need a solution
My mind is in this major confusion
I'm so scared of what I can do;
The things I get myself into
These problems I try so hard to ignore
I don't want to think no more
All this pain I can't take
My mind, body, and soul just ache
I hate my life, and at times I could hate me
I hate police, teachers and even my own blood sometimes
Happiness seems like its at the top of a huge tree
that's taking forever to climb
