I loved you,gave you all me strength,
love is a strong word,
with no time comes no length.
oh god i miss you,miss your family,miss our friends,
4 years ago to this day,
and i still wish there was no end.
I'm sad i know, your happy and i smile,
i feel my heart beat a million times,
and you still got your same old style.
i think so much about words i could have said,
more kisses i could have had,
more quality time to spend.
i constantly think of the good times we shared,
or the bad times we made it through,
no one understands the time and effort i gave you,
or the lies that battled the truth.
i was young and so convinced,
and maybe you'll look back.
and know it was you, not just me,
that didn't know how to act.
i see us running away, and coming back in a hour,
i see you like the midnight sky,
i see you like a dying flower.
i think about what my future holds,
and too bad its not holding your hand,
i see you when the world gets a little quiet,
and i see you define over again
