Suicidal And Selfish

She is so selfish sometimes
Saying suicidal remarks
Not caring who gets hurt
Not knowing I think them too

Only I am not that selfish
I don't shout them at others
I have tried ending it all before
But she doesn't even know that

Whenever something bad happens
Thats always her reaction
Well how will she react
If I kill myself first?

Saffie
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