Way past desparation, probably closer to denial
I'm just setting myself up for another fall to the end
With your forceful hand and my own depression
This broken heart will kill me again
As the winter comes closer
My veins run scarlet ice
And all those feelings that beat me up
Are what keeps me dead inside
I will never belong to you again
So it's allowed to wanna break me down
Though I know how to break on my own
This house will never feel like home
My once-healthy heart has split in two
Pouring out the infection he inflicted on me
But this empty space is what I'm used to
So there's nothing left to lose
Way past denial, I'm crawling back to the end
And I'm falling for him all over again
Someone please, save me from the truth
