Why is misery smiling at me from far away?
Does he know something I'm failing to see?
His teeth are crooked, eroded with decay,
It's a mirror image of the broken-fated me,
Is this why the mirror never shows my face?
Could it be that I'm uglier than my soul?
It's just an illusion with my hatred in place,
Sadly, it makes my broken heart look whole,
This is why she can't stand to see my name,
I'm a hideous display of a broken tragedy,
I've been playing love like it's a game,
My whole world is falling out of gravity,
Saying sorry is an excuse for my action,
A selfish plea for her to save my heart,
Instead she'd rather cut the attraction,
Turning her back on our love falling apart,
I'm every bit undeserving of her pure love,
A pathetic crumb of dirt on her white wings,
I should abandon hope on rays from above,
Stuck in a depression with the pain it brings,
Surrendering my life is the only option left,
Take me away from this self-destructive fate,
My kleptomaniac sense of mind regrets theft,
While I destroy myself under her true hate...
