Just a dream

You looked at me with those eyes i once could read
you looked at me and smiled
and i thought this could be real for me
the crazy smile, the crazy look seemed to take my breath away
the touch, the feeling, the gentle movement made me feel complete
the hands touching my back felt so familiar
the body up against mine felt so warm
i couldnt help but think o myself this is were i want to be right now
the touch got stronger and the feeling became worse
it made me ito someone i dont know
the thought i have now the feelings i feel i never knew i would have there unreal
what i want to do ?what i cant do?
is how i am holding myself back
from making tht huge jump and that huge risk but i wouldnt call it a mistake
love has brought me here back to like way far back to lust
lust isnt what i feel because my heart is over powered by a touch that i somehow cannot resist nor live without
a simple touch , a simple feeling that is all it ever was
there was no comitment
no obligation , it was just as simple friends
but then for you it was as friends and just something simple to do
while for me i took it heart and gave every feeling i could to make it better for the both of us
i put my heart into every little piece of it
whle all u did was took everything i gave to you
and didnt even say the simple things
and now i feel like crap because i have been used and hrown away
as simple as that
and i hate to think that thats all i ever was
was a stupid girl so in love that love shadowed my eyes
and made me not see what this really was a dead dream i could never wake up to and never erase from my head.