I'm Not Suppose To..

I'm not suppose to love you.
I'm not suppose to care.
I'm not suppose to gaze at you,
and pretend that i don't stare.

I'm not suppose to have emotions.
I'm not suppose to know fear.
I'm not suppose to be so lonely
that I want to shed a tear.

I'm not suppose to have senses.
I'm not suppose to feel.
I'm not suppose to have a broken
heart that is yours to heal.

I'm not suppose to love you.
I'm not suppose to care,
but I can't help it when I sit awake
at night knowing you're not there.

Even if I'm not suppose to,
for some odd reason I do.
Just like we can't control our emotions; I just can't stop loving you.