How can it be possible,
For one person to endure such pain,
I feel myself slipping away,
And its impossible for the real me to remain.
My head is up in the clouds,
I walk round completely numb,
I've taught myself to ignore your words,
I've basically made myself dumb.
I took some pills to calm my nerves,
To make me feel ok,
But before I knew it I'd lost control,
A horrible monster I became.
I used them to ignore the hurt,
They made the depression better,
All the things you say to me,
Made me feel like dirt.
I started spiraling endlessly down,
I felt myself dying,
You didn't even show any care,
I spent every night crying.
But I decided to be the bigger person,
And I picked myself up off the ground,
I showed you that you couldn't control me forever,
And a brand new person, now I have found.
