Lies and Betrayal

This feeling of hurt set in my heart,
Is beginning to tear my whole world apart.
No matter what I say or what I do,
Everyday at the end I'm the one who ends up blue.

I trusted you with everything even my life,
Not ever thinking for a moment youd stab me with a knife.
A knife so silver, long, sharp and sweet,
A knife which could stab me quicker than a heartbeat.

See you were my everything my world lets say,
And I though I was yours at least until today.
When a new girl Id never met walked into my life,
I didnt see until late but she was carrying your knife.

We started talking and joking and I said about you,
She said that's funny cause Im seeing him too.
There and then my whole heart shattered,
It felt to me that to you Id never mattered.

Because if I did I doubt you wouldve done this,
I did tell Cupid to shoot for you heart but I guess he missed.
So now here I am sitting on my bed,
Trying to get rid of the thought running through my head.

Im now so brain dead from all this crying,
It feels as if for the last time my heart is dying.
So now I sit here waiting for your call,
Hoping to God you dont say anything to make me fall.

So now my poem comes to an end,
My heart feels like it's slowly beginning to mend.
But not for long because you told that lie,
Now all I want is to crawl in a black hole and die.