I sit n my room and wonder why this is happening?
Why nothing is ever good why my friends are the way they are
And why my love life has only gone so far
i listen to all that surrounds me and think to myself why me
oh God why do i deserve this why do i even exist?
to me i see no point in life and it's easier just to leave
then i think of all the good times Ive had
which only bring back the bad
all those things i go through that drive me so crazy and mad
i wish id just leave this place and journey to Heaven to seize my pain and to stop all this rain
growing up wishing you were someone else but knowing you couldn't change seeing things you wish you hadn't its all very strange
being told how much of a disappointment you are and never doing anything right
always being told you're such an ugly site
maybe all this is true for i do not know but i try to be strong and hold on
but that may not be for very long
