Gone...

Long day at school
to arrive home
to find it empty
no one was there
a note was left on the table
i didn't bother to read it
because i knew it would come
took a can of coke
because i'm to young to drink
sat in front of my computer
those flash backs started returning

i saw the time we first fought with each other
i saw the time were we both cooked together
i saw the time when we played chess together
i saw the time when you cried that night
i saw the time where we watched a movie together

i went to my bed room and rested
i saw more of our past
when you were first here
when you told me your name
when you moved in with me
when you fell asleep next to me
the room was empty
everything was missing
your scent
your clothes
your heart

i went to the closet to get changed
it felt like you were ready to scare me
jump out and watch me fall to the floor
jump out and attack me without any warning
no one was there
just a empty closet with my clothes
and a bunch of lost memories

walked toward the kitchen to cook something to eat
everything was messy
nothing was clean
you would yell at me
and tell me to get moving
you would be working
on a dish that can only be seen in dreams
water would be running
you would be cleaning
water would be boiling
you would be smiling
but nothing was moving
just a kitchen in reality

sitting at the dinner table
slowly eating
i remember you would be next to me
smiling
wiping
and eating
i would be laughing
i would be chewing
and finishing

your room was dark and empty
nothing was there anymore
not a single thing
i walked into a room with no meaning
you once called me
because you were scared of the lighting
i slept next to you
with you holding me
the feeling was uneasy
but it felt like it was a dream

wake-up the next morning
back to the same room
back to the same place
a empty feeling
a empty room
the note was still there
i still didn't bother to read

i took my shoes and left the apartment building
leaving my memories once again
and live another day
with you not here anymore