I feel so sick, so ill....
So rotted inside.
My eyes beg for tears,
My heart screams to healing.
Why can't my eyes cry?
I just want this pain to end.
To leave me, to let me be free.
Once more, without the bleeding.
But my scars return.
Not only on my heart,
But on my flesh too.
That blade calls my name,
Calling, calling.
Stop the pain, let it disappear.
When will this end?
And the death that breeds inside me.
Everyday in every way,
this pain grows greater.
I'm weakening, my eyes could be so dry.
But this bleeding, this internal pain.
Kills me, I want out.
Where is the love in this world?
I can barely breath,
This is so much now.
Darkness is taking over me now.
Clouds swarming , fogging my view.
My eyes,
They should be crying but all they can do is...
See blood.
Blood falling off my arms,
Dripping onto the floor.....
I'm dying , I'm dying.
Let this end!
Please, I want out.
I can't fight no more.
Let this be gone, disappear.
Goodbye forever.
Hear my last heartbeat.
I Give Up.
