This is the truth! the whole truth.
im not avoiding you because i hate you.
im not avoiding you because i'm mad at you for what you did...
im not avoiding you because of shameness..
im avoiding you because im afraid of you...
im afraid that i might forget every pain that you caused me. im afraid that i might believe all your lies again..
im afraid to make you my everything once again...
im afraid that i might fall in love with you again...
fall harder than the last time.
im afraid that you'll strike again, once im helplessly in love with you..
