I cut to make things better
I cut to feel free
I cut to release the pain
I cut whats hurting in me
I keep thoughts there that were said
I keep thoughts of dying burried in my head
I keep thoughts of cutting and the puddle turning red
I keep thoughts of crying blood each night there one to shed
I look at me and see what i have became
I look at me and god im the one to blame
I look at me and see everynight what is my aim
I look at me and think lets play another game
Everynight i realise the words on my arm i read
Everynight i no the scars i need to feed
Everynight i think lets drink and cut thats all il ever need
Everynight i sit there and watch myself bleed
Each cut i make is letting go of pain
Each cut i watch my blood drain
Each cut the feeling is hard to explain
Each cut i hope to cut through a vein
Every second i pray to god to be free
Every second i look and i hate what i see
Every second i think maybe this is ment to be
Every second i hate the fact this is me.
Everyday i look straight into the sky
Everyday i keep closed up my hidden secert lie
Everyday i sit and watch my self cry
Everyday im too scared as i feel im close and going to die
