With his showing bones he reflect me
The naked truth, the reality of my sadness
The everlasting pain that no one can see
He made me wear the black robe of madness
^^^This was just so intensly sad...you are suffering so deeply, my friend! This is no longer healthy!
My advice to you is to try and take a vacation and be alone for a while to think things over before you get physically ill from all this misery that has come over you!