Why?

Why did I keep going back to you?
Maybe its because I was scared.

Why did you treat me like shit?
Maybe its because you have no self respect.

Why did I let you use me?
Maybe its because I couldn't stop myself.

Why did I let you take control?
Maybe its because I was young and didn't know what to do.

Why am I not breathing?
Maybe its because you murdered me.

not very good i know but its my feeling right now..